well my babys heart visit went well..they said he has a small murmur that shouldnt cause any probs and that the ultrasound showed everything is developed ok..but now he has been throwin everything he eats and it worries me cause his older brother had to have surgery for his stomach havin a blockage and he was throwin up everything as well..so justus goes monday to have an upper gI done to see if its reflux or if he needs surgery. i swear if it isnt one thing its another. my beach trip went well..it was great gettin away for a few days. but i got burnt real bad..got sun poisoning..blah it sucked but was worth it..

i have opened my eyes to alot lately as well..i have learned that its not good to hold grudges cause life is way to short..there are thing that can not be forgotten but need to be let go so you can live a happy life and can move on and live the way life was intended to live. PEACEFULLY. i have also become a person that will not chase anyone anymore and will not deal with drama..if i see it i move away from it ..no matter who is causing it.

life is lookin good other than the stress of 4 BOYS lol. just an update for now..

peace in the middle east...make love not war...

later